the four right chords can make me cry

grown up
oh yeah, forgot to mention. I've got my very own ATM card now! yay! may not be a big thing, most ppl my age probably already have credit cards. but hey, these things come really slowly for me k. i dont even own house keys!!! and my mum didnt want to give me my IC cos she insists i will lose it. (she still does)

and everyone has just been telling me i look like i kid. i really hate it. my econs tuition teacher said i looked like a sec 1 kid. my friends are kinder, say i look sec 4 (yeah thanks man). I HATE IT!!! i dont want to look really mature, i just want to look my age. is that too much to ask???

forgive this outburst. Im just at this stage where i wanna be recognised as a sentient being, capable of being my own person, with my own identity, able to make my own choices, handle my own life. okay maybe im slow, most of you started this at age 14. but hey, i really need some room here....

i guess this is one of the reasons why i might want to go overseas, to stake a claim on my independence. but i kinda want to stay here too. conflicts. cornflakes.

posted by beckyboo @ 11:47 PM